I watched again JUMP’s JUMP-ing Tour last night and said to myself, “Oh God, please bring Ryutaro back.” Guess I haven’t moved on… or never will I move on…
Why is it that I share half of what I have to my brother but then he doesn’t do the same to me? Ugh so selfish I wanna cry. I am so sorry, everyone. I just feel like I am not loved by this *insert bad adjective here* human being
Oh hey, it has already been 4 years since I knew these ten boys who changed my life. Before knowing them, I barely socialize with people, I don’t appreciate things, I don’t take anything or something as an inspiration for me to do my best, and lastly, I don’t consider myself good at anything. But after knowing them, I became cheerful, friendly, loud, talkative, and pretty much a happier and a nicer person.
Thank you for the 4 years of laughter, craziness, and tears. You guys made me express all my feelings that were all locked deep inside me before. I became a better person and I can now express and open my feelings to others because of your presence. I became confident. You guys are my inspiration that is why I do my best at all times. I just hope that someday we will see each other so that I can thank you personally. Ugh I just wanna cry and hug you all right now, but I can’t ‘cause you guys are too far from me!!! When will I see you?! -_-
Anyways, I’ll celebrate today and be happy! I LOVE YOU ALL! I just love you all, that’s it!
See you soon, Hey! Say! JUMP <3
Unfollowers what have I done to you guys I am sorry if I ever hurt you
Today, I felt rejected. Today, I felt like I am a big failure. Today, I felt like I am not good enough in doing things that I love. Today, ugh I don’t know what to say anymore. I just feel like I am such a loser. Sorry to myself.
Fuck school I can’t concentrate in my fandom I miss my ten boys so much I want to eat so many foods right now and cry and just stay forever alone and sob endlessly here on my bed ugh
So, yeah my cousin came here a while ago cuz she’ll be sleeping here tonight then she said she was hungry and so was I so we called for McDonald’s for delivery and I ordered Big n’ Tasty with fries and she ordered Big n’ Tasty with Twister Fries and now I feel so full and thankful at the same time because I really love McDo. That’s all. LOL
So I cross my heart and I hope to dieeeeeeeeeeeee that I’ll only stay with you one more niiiiiighhhhht and I know I’ve said it a million tiiiiiiiimessss but I’ll only stay with you one more niiiighhhht
Taiyo Ayukawa is so handsome. Bow.
Classes are suspended. Get ready for make-up classes.